Consciously I want to evolve.
My ego resists and I forget.
I blog, re-read, remember.
So I blog for me, mostly.
I have found that:
  • → sincere and regular prayer
  • → genuinely good intentions
  • → present-focus, "interest"
  • → extended sense of humor
  • → honesty, sharing, healing
  • → constant work to discover and release bias in oneself
  • → dogged (to the extreme) effort to pursue awareness and understanding
Leads a person to "interactive insight from the inside." We only grok by going through.
Spiritual growth is like all others: you absorb, become aware, and via love (sympathetic rapport and desire to become or absorb) and will (directed intent), that energy becomes part of your singular sense of identity. The 'growth' is in awareness, and with that comes power which is always over Self. Diversity is Legion; Singularity is the I AM. None of this is new or unique. It's simply "unconscious and slow" for most people. I figure I can't help doing it, so I would rather do it well than badly.
Darkness is not of the Nothingness. It is not the opposite of light, as it only exists within the realm of light itself. Darkness is just something-ness lacking color. The universe is fundamentally of light, and darkness fails to hold dominance and fails to understand why: its nature precludes it: awareness itself makes all identities children of the light.

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The Larger

I’d like this page to be a review of the Identities I meet of which “I am a component.”  I call them larger-selves or, “The Largers.”

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I met the first Larger as part of a meditation done for IG’s list of better ideas.
http://www.palyne.com/blog.psiche/archmed-most-needed-relationship/

I laboriously worked out a name, MondnoM, which felt odd and uncomfortable and as it turned out, was such a bad result despite my efforts (the 3rd larger laughed at me! Nicely…), that I was told to just pick something I was comfortable with. I eventually chose Dominon — pronounced flatly like dohm’-ih-nohn. (Not like our english word with that spelling, which would be do-min’-ion.)

I met the second Larger spontaneously just at the very end of a meditation, and then I went back to meet him in more detail later.
http://www.palyne.com/blog.psiche/higher-selves-so-much-for-angels/

He didn’t bother with a name and since later I was told to choose one, I chose Pazyryk, which is the word for an ancient people that he looks like he might be part of.

I met the third larger as part of a morning meditation.
http://www.palyne.com/blog.psiche/learning-to-pray-and-to-be/

Like the others I had a very powerful response to him, but the best affection-rapport of the three so far. Rahleon I named him (ra-lee’-ahn), for the sun and the ‘lion-head’ effect he initially gave me.

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Shortly after meeting them I had a major energy shift, mostly into weirdness and serious exhaustion.
http://www.palyne.com/blog.psiche/patch-pain/

And very shortly after I quit meditating for a couple of months. I think I needed to recover and re-set in some fashion.

The three ‘meeting’ introductions kind of spell out the details I guess. I have the clear feeling there are more than 3 but as of the date I’m making this page (28NOV2010) that’s all so far I’ve met.

They’ve made it clear I am a part of them, not the other way around. And their energy is much more powerful to me than my Aeons, and affects all my chakras. I consider them extremely powerful and you might say more enlightened as a result. I feel very drawn to them, and almost instantly sexual when their energy is present.

I was told that my Aeons were “my infrastructure” and that the degree of integration I had with them, would reflect the degree of energy and integration I am able to have with the Largers.
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