Consciously I want to evolve.
My ego resists and I forget.
I blog, re-read, remember.
So I blog for me, mostly.
I have found that:
  • → sincere and regular prayer
  • → genuinely good intentions
  • → present-focus, "interest"
  • → extended sense of humor
  • → honesty, sharing, healing
  • → constant work to discover and release bias in oneself
  • → dogged (to the extreme) effort to pursue awareness and understanding
Leads a person to "interactive insight from the inside." We only grok by going through.
Spiritual growth is like all others: you absorb, become aware, and via love (sympathetic rapport and desire to become or absorb) and will (directed intent), that energy becomes part of your singular sense of identity. The 'growth' is in awareness, and with that comes power which is always over Self. Diversity is Legion; Singularity is the I AM. None of this is new or unique. It's simply "unconscious and slow" for most people. I figure I can't help doing it, so I would rather do it well than badly.
Darkness is not of the Nothingness. It is not the opposite of light, as it only exists within the realm of light itself. Darkness is just something-ness lacking color. The universe is fundamentally of light, and darkness fails to hold dominance and fails to understand why: its nature precludes it: awareness itself makes all identities children of the light.

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The Angles of Angels

Today’s rambling prose:

 

The birth of a universe is an idea incarnate.

Angles… the paths between. Divine Geometry: Aware.

The birth of a person is a universe incarnate.

Angels… the ‘paths’ between. Divine Identity: Alive.

 

…and probably more than 22 of them.  ;-)

***

I was thinking the recent med on coworker that had the frog (saw your comment K, thanks!), that maybe it was like on the ‘your worst enemy’ archetype… where it was said the only real way to solve that was to heal the darkness in them that caused the issue.

Well if the source of the problem energy is something like insecurity, feeling like others don’t see him with enough recognition, maybe that causes defensiveness and negative competition. Could be wrong, just thinking. You make the frog into a prince, that’s curing the froggy-complex, right?

I crack myself up. I’m going to refer to insecurity as a Froggy Complex forever now just because I can.

I realized the building thing was “bringing light into the darkness” which seemed pretty archetypal.

***

Maybe I should be negotiating with the Aeons. If they’re evolving too, then maybe they have their own interests. Maybe instead of acting like it’s all about me, I should recognize they are technically me-projected, and hence their development matters too.

I wonder would they put more effort into connecting with me if it weren’t a generic relationship but one geared to accomplishment and mutual goals?

***

Much astrology reading in spare minutes. Feel like I understand vastly more than I did. Usually I can only find “X in Y means Z” online but I found a site with a ton of info walking through the subject from the astrologer point of view that has helped me a lot.

One thing I found most interesting so far is that of looking at the chart as a set of six polarity-spectrums. That instead of looking at something like, “You have X, so this means you are Y,” instead looking at it like, “You have X, which means you are on the spectrum of Y and its opposite. The polarities are symptoms of imbalance. We can tell what kind of imbalance based on the symptoms (events, situations, personality traits).”

Because people do often manifest stuff from the opposite house/sign, so often that humorously in ‘pop’ astro that can become associated with the wrong sign.  Occasionally I’ve half-noticed this kind of thing as I’ve been skimming and it has been a little confusing to me.  As if it’s not complicated enough already.  I sent this note today to my astrologer friend, the woman whom I respect enough to have re-evaluated my dismissive bias against it, years ago.

[...] Programming is kind of like playing chess with someone good and needing to keep many things in your head floating and think several moves head. Astrology however is like playing chess…. in 3-D… while the board slowly spins… and revolves around you as well… and sometimes your chair spins slowly but the direction changes… and some percentage of the little players sneak one step over when it goes behind you… and it’s all affected by the light turning on and off now and then…  Oh and just to make it ‘easier’, it happens that all the expert instructors are mostly just people with opinions and they all differ… and how the game is played changes in small ways regularly depending on your preferences, where you are, the time you live in, and where the person in question was born, and where they are now, and…

***

Speaking of astrology, here’s a way to see how people innately differ. My 14 year old is a sun, moon, rising, and some other planet, all in Leo.

She says, “If you could have any magic talent what would it be?”

I said, “Maybe teleporting.”

She says, “That would be great! I could sneak in and get cool clothes and jewelry and all kinds of stuff. What would YOU do?”

I thought about it and said, “I’d rescue soldiers and hostages who are trapped behind enemy lines.”

She looked at me like I was an alien and said, “Mom, you’re such a humanitarian.”

That cracked me up.

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