There are times when I put a lot of effort into meditating and I still have no idea what it means. This is the first real meditation I’ve done in longer than I can remember. With the oddest result.

This morning I was doing something in my head–not important or intentional–when a shape vaguely like a closed umbrella with a top point “intruded” into my head by coming from the upper right and slamming down deep into the ground in front of me, puncturing the earth, accompanied by a sudden, loud, beautiful “chord” of music.

It sounded like the ‘chord.wav’ on a computer that alerts you, except different, but it was clear this was how it was being used, as a hey-look-at-this ‘alert chord’. It was such a lovely sound that I spent a moment telling my throat chakra that this was awesome and I’d like to have more sounds like this, if I’m going to get info I’d be happy to have more of it audio.

I’ve often had trouble with audio. When I started meditating, nearly 20 years ago, I could see my guides in a half-sensed way, and see their mouths moving, but I couldn’t hear them. Drove me nuts.

Later when I got into intentional psi work, one of the side-effects of too much doing it was a big increase in the amount of “spontaneous noise” as if I overlapped with other realities and they were ‘bleeding through’. It ranged from specific things (literally conversations about