I was suddenly reminded of ACKRCK and his feminine, as if they were ‘there’, and my closed-eyes were filled with that cobalt blue that the ajna chakra gives you. I felt affectionate about them. …. A bit later, I decided there was just way too darn much sound in my head. Noise but without any specific, for the most part. There was a very mild chaos in my head. There is overstimulation in that part of the body, someone inside of me responded, and I felt this was an analogy to a previous explanation about this happening with the forehead chakra except this was the throat chakra. …

I dreamed like crazy. Totally related to all this. I don’t remember most of them. I do remember the last part though. I had been attacked. Not severely, just a little, but I think it was my chakras, that were explaining to me what had just occurred. I think the throat and forehead chakras. The word ‘Archon’ was actually used! I’ve only seen that ref’d in those gnostic things, apparently that’s like the dark side, or something like that, I’m not clear on it, and frankly not interested at all so haven’t bothered to learn more. There was this sense that it had only affected me a little, that it had been able to ‘get in’ to a part of me before getting kicked out. The part in question was just down from my ears, all the way across, the upper throat and glands area, and I could feel that it had been ‘impacted’ and that were it more severe, I would have woken up ill in that area. …

I went back into med with IG and asked for this as an archetype as a person and he and I talked for a bit. We traded energy, but I got no merge. I hugged him tightly and felt love, but got no merge. Then I felt playful and irreverent, and I said to him, “How about we just become part of each other and then ‘dance’ through the stars?” And I imagined us laughing and flinging-out through the universe and got a major rush THEN, and we did that for awhile, and then I was done.

I was sitting quietly when done and started falling asleep when the word RUACH awakened me as if it were ‘spoken through me’, my whole body. Not the audible sound — hard to describe, but the ‘understanding of it as that-thing’ of that word was an inherent part of it. I don’t even know what that is but I think it is some standard word in the occult, I know I’ve heard of it. Hang on… ok, google tells me it is ‘wind’ or ‘spirit’ and is also used, sometimes in conjunction with another word, to refer to the holy spirit.