This was a brief collection of pages from a period when I was reading about and performing something called Enochian Magick. Initially I was very impressed with how powerful this is, with how present the identities are psychically. I later had a real problem with it, because every time I would focus on this energy, entities I dislike (the Guardians of earth as property, the cat-eyed lizard guys) would show up and drag me OBE.

I also later griped about Enochian that there is no clear map to how the tablets/entities relate to US, like where humans are on there. And the ‘call of the Aethyrs’, translated, is like saying, bring on armageddon and open this world to the bad guys–gee, let’s do some of that, NOT. What the hell?!

I feel it is a legitimate and very powerful magick, and it “includes” — overlaps, you might say — legitimate elements of our universe. What I mean is that some of what’s involved, e.g. the 30 Aethyrs, are legit ‘dimensions’. Enochian does not “own” the Aethyrs and their content any more than the Catholic church “owns” the Christ energy. It is simply the only model currently that mentions to us their existence.

But I feel that much of Enochian working is not in accordance with my Will; with whatever God I am loyal to and part of. Some is “neutral” — dimensions and entities exist, without regard to my intent — but some (like the Call, and like the Guardians)