I started an archmed last night on the bizarre sensation and pain in my right ankle. IG chose to bring me Venus and Mars first. I got a serious rush out of hugging each of them.
I asked them why she chose them and they said that their combined energies are a big part of the ankle area. That’s news to me! And that when these are highly conflicted, this shows up as issues there.
I had to think about that awhile. A long time ago when I was doing Biogram experimentation, some classmates and I did an experiment where we went through our whole body, with biofeedback machines (simple GSR [galvanic skin resistance, I think they now call this EDR for Epidermal Response]), looking for ‘the energy of X’ if it were suppressed/stored anywhere in our bodies, and then doing the exercise to vent that out, and recorded if we found it anywhere and where. (Privately, later, we did all this.)
When we reported back, I had to confess that when I’d been ‘looking for any repressed energy related to homosexuality’, I was nearly through my body, and feeling quite smug that this was not any issue for me, when I reached my left ankle and the meter sound went into the dog whistle zone. It took awhile to work with it and release all that.
The not-surprising-part-to-Biogram folks was, that others had had reaction in the same part of the body (this is part of why we did this, it was a new idea, and psychocartography–the mapping of the psychology to the body–was part of what we were working on). One of our team, a fellow with an incurable (but maintainable without life-threat) cancer in his left ankle, this issue (his resistance to innate leanings that way) was literally the biggest issue in his life. Most of us didn’t know about that medical issue until this discussion came up. That made us all go “hmmmmn.”
So then I wondered if the ‘mars/venus’ energy in conflict fit that in a way. I did not have the feeling from them that this was the only issue that would cause it to affect the ankle; rather, that one was just one of the many ways that ‘the energies of venus and mars can be in conflict’ but there are many.
I understood that having the pain/problem in my right ankle had a different meaning than what we’d been working on that showed up in the left ankle. And, that there were many different ways of this energy being in conflict, which could show up in one or the other, and other elements added will manifest in different areas.
So you can’t just say that pain in ankle X means Y. Unless Y is only the generic of, “conflict between energies of Venus and Mars.”
Which brings me to the rather obvious question:
What the hell are Venus and Mars doing in my ankles? Were they invited? Is that the only place they are? (I get inside me: “No. All the solar system energy is found throughout your body, in differing combinations.”)
Am I going to find Jupiter in my hips or the Sun in my eyes? (“The Sun in your eyes: actually, yes.”)
What about asteroids and distant stars, are they in me somewhere too? (“Yes. Everything. The universes composes you the way your Aeons compose you.”)
Perhaps the planets are like I had modeled Tarot. I thought I had wrapped my brain around the idea that each tarot card was like a conglomerate collection of energy, a composite that was succinctly represented by a concept like a symbol like a “handle” and that this energy was throughout everything. In other words, any given card, esp. Ace/Royalty and Trumps, would have at least some energy found just about everywhere. So if you improved your relationship with energy-X, it might improve 27 completely different things in your life that you’ve no clue what the relationship might be. I admit I hadn’t thought about it like, card-X is the energy in your left elbow, but I suppose why not.
Yes, I’m the one who waxed ON about realizing we ‘are’ the universe and spirituality as cosmology, yada yada yada. Maybe this is another cycle of the spiral of better or more fully understanding it.
Unfortunately I got so into thinking about it all I fell asleep instead of doing the archmed. Hopefully another time.
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