Consciously I want to evolve.
My ego resists and I forget.
I blog, re-read, remember.
So I blog for me, mostly.
I have found that:
- → sincere and regular prayer
- → genuinely good intentions
- → present-focus, "interest"
- → extended sense of humor
- → honesty, sharing, healing
- → constant work to discover and release bias in oneself
- →
dogged (to the extreme) effort to pursue awareness and understanding
Leads a person to "interactive insight from the inside." We only grok by going through.
Spiritual growth is like all others: you absorb, become aware, and via love (sympathetic rapport and desire to become or absorb) and will (directed intent), that energy becomes part of your singular sense of identity. The 'growth' is in awareness, and with that comes power which is always over Self. Diversity is Legion; Singularity is the I AM. None of this is new or unique. It's simply "unconscious and slow" for most people. I figure I can't help doing it, so I would rather do it well than badly.
Darkness is not of the Nothingness. It is not the opposite of light, as it only exists within the realm of light itself. Darkness is just something-ness lacking color. The universe is fundamentally of light, and darkness fails to hold dominance and fails to understand why: its nature precludes it: awareness itself makes all identities children of the light.
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Posted by Palyne on 2012.01.28 See the tag ‘Private Oracle’ for more about where this identity-name came from. I often feel I should be talking with him and asking him questions since — well, he answers, which is more than you can say for most metaphysical entities right?! I forget everything with him within seconds so I have to write it down — he explained why that happens in a previous post.
This morning when I woke up, I spent some time praying and petting the kitty and then just felt like finally talking to him and asking some of the things I’ve been wondering about. I have some of them written on desktop stickies on my computer so next time I had the sudden urge, I wouldn’t forget!
I can’t convey the parts of communication inside me that are not just verbal alas.
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Me: PO what is the meaning of the 11/11 synchronicity?
It means you get what you focus on and there is a desire for people to focus on that.
Me: Who has this desire?
You do, your people.
Me: Is it something I’d consider good or bad?
Good, if handled well.
Me: Does it represent a date?
It represents a state of focus.
Me: How did it get represented by 11/11?
Numbers are the most powerful connection between idea and manifestation in your reality.
Me: Is there a time soon when this state of focus will suddenly come to be?
It is a gradient goal not a singular thing. It
Posted by Palyne on 2012.01.10 They called it supersonic, but there was a little more to it. It did, however, have to do with breaking the sound barrier with little more than your body. We had the technology, which amounted to a very strapped in person on a circular track, although it turned out it required a ‘turning’ as well, so it had to become a torus before this was found. I’m not clear on the technology part of it so this is probably not wholly right but it was something like, the person’s brain — perhaps even their crown chakra given it was exposed to the motion/wind — was ‘pushed’ into what amounted to ‘a parallel world in another frequency’.
Now at first, this didn’t go well. First of all, the initial appearance in the other world was a mess, weird and frightening and sort of staccato, which generally caused anyone present in that world, when it happened, to freak out and do something that at best sent our people ‘back here’ — a little mentally messed up sometimes — or actually killed them.
Secondly, the initial shift into that world was freaking confusing for the ‘pilot’ so to speak, and it literally was as if everything were upside down and backward and sideways, a kaleidoscope of total chaos. During this they were usually here–or dominantly so…–at the same time, but you know, kind of freaking out and completely unable to function because instead of perceiving linear reality here, they were perceiving a ‘blender’
Read the full article at Supersonic http://www.palyne.com/blog.psiche/supersonic-2/
Posted by Palyne on 2012.01.01 When updating tags/categories I found this draft from December 3, 2010 and thought I’d publish it.
I told IG I would do two meditational periods today of her choosing. We began the first in the afternoon, between when I got off work and when a ride came for my rental car.
I felt a sense of lie down (face-down) and close eyes so I did. Then when I sat up, I felt I was in a very dark area. I was sitting on clean white satin stuff which reminded me of an IG med, where she introduced me to this bizarre entity, and began by tossing me in a sort of crypt, and I’d reacted to the idea of dirt/bugs so she’d made it all clean and pretty. This was a lot bigger than that, so more comfortable, but still essentially a small room underground.
I was having trouble (have since I woke up) getting my mind right. There is fine line you have to walk between giving things ‘imaginative energy’ but NOT imagining them consciously, with letting your subconscious (not conscious) take the lead, though it often fluxes back and forth a little through an experience. Today I’ve had trouble getting my mind to STFU and stay out of the way and NOT “help too much” in creation.
I wasn’t sure if I was too-much-helping that I imagined this weirdly bulky person-creature in there with me. I wondered if she was introducing me to another Larger. Then I realized
Read the full article at IG1 3dec2010 http://www.palyne.com/blog.psiche/ig1-3dec2010/
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Identity is an arbitrary collection of consciousness assigned a title. My work is not just study; it's prayer, it's mental techniques, it's life habits. It's not just about inner worlds; discipline and physical environment matter. It's not just spiritual; my body and world is part of it. It's not just esoteric; everything corresponds integrally — the mundane, the arcane, the divine. It's not just an '-ology'; my own identity, body, reality, psyche is key to it all. The only tenets of truth I hold are based on personal experience.This effort has spanned my life, but not until ~1994 did it become intentional, not 'til late '00s did it become fairly 'serious'. I've gone through many models and philosophies over time, but now I've none except what experience teach me. I am ever the student, but I've reached a point of "fluency" and "internal guidance" where I don't care about labels or other peoples' paradigms.
CATEGORIES on this blog are extensive and nested. Most everything that matters or repeats much has a category.
The TAGS are just minor notes of reference trivia. They are usually a rare experience, or an observation about something I read.
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