Lately every time I wake up it’s with the understanding that one of my chakras is ‘talking to me’. I know, funny huh. It’s just that I usually can’t hold on to whatever it was, which is so exasperating.

As for which might have been the one talking to me, generally I have no idea. I don’t know how I can say I even knew that much to begin with, as there isn’t really any “feel” associated with them. I mean much like the Consortium — on the “seamless” moments as they might call it — there is simply no feel of “other” for me to “recognize”. It’s not that I feel a chakra was talking to me. I simply know it, in an unquestioning understanding, like something so obvious there is no questioning of this. Which is good or I would probably be questioning it . . .

This morning I know I was talking to the crown chakra because I remember a small fraction — just a tiny percentage — of what was accompanying the words. I wish I remembered more, but maybe if I really focus on writing down the pieces I can hold, the “focus” will increase and I will get to keep more of this stuff in the future. Actually I have the feeling if I just start with what I have I will pull in more, so here goes:

The crown doesn’t start at the crown. Actually I knew this from a previous few moments of ‘feel’ and understanding about this chakra but this was kind of like a… a lesson, and much very visual.

There is some kind of internal energy groove (perhaps along the brain stem and spine) that connects the crown and heart. How far each go to reach the other I am not entirely clear on in recall, but the crown does reach down to a little below the neck at the least. Unlike the other chakras, where it feels like they “bloom like an expanding rose of warmth” when they really light up (the heart especially feels like this in my experience), like an equal rounding, the crown instead “goes deep” into the body when it sparks. (As opposed to Splarks.  :-))

But the ‘main’ of the crown, most of the time by default, is a focus that starts right at the bottom of the brain. As a norm, its first function literally “highlights” the physical brain and its thought patterns. It’s like if your thoughts were little cut-out templates of snowflakes or something and the crown is what is shining a light through them and projecting those shadows out into the world. Sorta. I’m having to translate a little here and I hope I am not screwing it up too badly.

As it was showing me, the energy has a certain kind of pattern. Now that I think about it (now awake), I guess I have probably seen this in diagrams but I’m not sure I ever took this part so literally at all, or would have even now, if it hadn’t been emphasized for some reason. The energy comes straight up through the head and crown and then literally “fountains” out. But it doesn’t just fountain out ‘everywhere’ or whatever. I mean you would think this would be logical, right, that like water or energy it would just go all the way around in a sort of ‘sheeting’ action, like a lawn sprinkler. But no, there are like “main lines of power” is the only way I can put it. I lost count of the lines but I believe it was 8 or more. 8-12 at most, probably less than that top number but I don’t remember exactly.  I thought the ancient word for that meant something like “thousand-petal’d lotus”? Anyway, and so it comes up through the brain and out the crown and these lines of power fountain out right at about a foot over the head.

So it fountains ‘outward’ at that ~1 foot point, and it reaches ‘outward’ surrounding the person and falls down gracefully around them. It looks like — or would look like, moreso — a “golden cage of light,” except that at the ‘fountaining outward’ point, the lines of power that are so strikingly separate up top, actually seem to diffuse, as if more of their intensity is put into “spreading light” than into the single beams — more the way you would expect to begin with, as noted above — so its more a ‘glow with lines through it’ that surrounds the body than just single-lines.

The ‘spread’ is a variable, was clear, I mean as far as how far out it goes, though I did not see it vary. The energy lines come all the way down literally through the ground and then they do a complete reversal — just like the top but at the bottom — at about a foot “under” the feet. Just like at top, the energy un-diffuses back toward the intensity of individual beams/lines/strings there and then is sucked up into the energy-body.

I’m wondering why you hear so incredibly little about the chakras in the feet and below the feet.I mean this was not going in at the kundalini but literally from underneath the body. I have a niggling sense that maybe some does go in the K but all I was shown here, at least, was the energy coming up from underneath the whole body, below the feet.

This was a complete ‘loop’. Then, the “fountain” of energy that was in great part a projection of the self but in particular the brain, was pulled up “through” the body a lot like water is pulled up “through” a plant frankly, as if the body “feeds” off this like a nutrient-mix. (Or like a real fountain that pumps the water up ‘through’ again.)

And every part of the body experienced this energy in its own fashion according to its own laws. This is requiring some translation again here. Like… energy pattern X in your thoughts might cause a different effect in each area of the body. Some might be physical effects like energy, or aching/pain, or an activating of the qualities of the chakra of that region (e.g. sexuality at 2nd chakra, or compassion at heart chakra). But in any case, each pattern projected did have an actual effect, it’s just that every effect was the crown energy “as it interacted with” the area-of-self in question.

I find this interesting because normally I would think that things with my left knee, my behavior, and my reaction to food, were frankly unrelated for the most part [unless my food reaction caused swelling to hurt my knee--but not in the opposite direction!], but it wasn’t really like that. It was like all these seemingly different things in one’s body and mind and life might actually all be related to a specific tone or frequency of energy, it’s just that it’s experienced differently in each area. But to some degree, the lower areas actually did affect the higher areas simply because the pattern really was a little bit ‘linear’ in a way. I mean that the energy is affected, like “flavored” all through the body. When it reaches your liver, for example, it has been “flavored” by the energy from a foot below your feet all the way up to that point. It does kind of make clear that if one wanted to ‘clean up’ the energy at any point in the body, there would need to be a real focus on thought patterns/belief systems. Yes Seth always said this, but I see here a sort of visual/conceptual example of the “why”. Because every “cycle of energy”, if those patterns are improved, slightly improves the entire body with its cleaner (for lack of a better word) energy, but it would take quite a few iterations of that cycle to gradually brighten the entire system, so that eventually, the effects of your thigh-area energy on your liver-area energy would themselves be brighter.

If this sounds retarded it’s my fault, it made sense at the time!

This was sort of interesting because it’s like… ok this is going to sound kind of stupid, and my words make this more literal than it is, and so a little bit wrong. But make this “less literal” than it sounds but keep the dynamic: it’s like the crown chakra is the god of the body, and in a way, its energy “lives through” every cell, every other chakra, as every part of the body and etheric-body basically “manifests” that energy “through” their own pattern, nature, style, etc. like it is ‘the divine intent’ on a more physical and etheric level than the infinitely higher ‘levels’ (for lack of a better word) of ‘divine’.

There is a “feeding in” of energy from well above the individual too, something more akin to what most of us would think of as “divine will” and “spiritual energy” which intensifies and lights up the — my gosh I just realized what this actually looked like! — the “fiber-optic bundle” of lines-of-power that go down through the brain and down into the body. This has a few effects; it intensifies the… you might say ‘divine and spiritual nature’ of what is going on there, as an influence; it sort of ‘cleans and brightens’ whatever is there, also, as if it is kind of burning through just by nature of being so intensely brighter and purer; and it provides literally more energy, so that the resulting “projection” — and I mean this in more than a “physical fountaining of energy” way, I mean literally the impact upon the physical world and body, the interaction between that energy and manifested reality, was much more intense.

I understood that prayer — pretty much any kind of sincere prayer, no matter the theology or deity involved — would open up more of this, and that ‘consistent’ prayer would open up still-more. This might explain why when I prayed ‘too much’ at one point in my life, my eyes got “backlit”, a paranormal effect that was pretty awe inspiring for me and my friends looking on, that’s why fanatics and mystics have that “light in their eyes”, it is literal — it is the intensification of energy in the head, from the crown. Moving on:

I think this is part of why when you start forcing yourself to become more aware of your thoughts, to stop negative thoughts and daydreams, to make yourself relax and feel affection, forgiveness, understanding, in your chest and let it flow, that this seems like “a hard habit to break.” Well actually it does require conscious intervention apparently, and I see why now. We are getting not just our ordinary thoughts as manifested at every moment, but we are getting the energy we already projected, as affected by its travels and travails (what does that second word mean? It seems right) throughout the body/energy body. So it IS a “loop” — a self-perpetuating loop of sorts — and we have to “intervene and break the chain” as consistently as possible for awhile so that we are also getting rid of the echo or the feedback loop inside.

In this way, I see, we influence our immediate past and future with every thought because this energy sort of fountains in ‘time’ as well as space. I don’t know how to explain that any better. But I felt that the influence/effect was a little more linear in ‘flow through body and chakras’ than it was in ‘flow through time’. That what I thought yesterday, and what I think tomorrow, both have some impact on what I think today, and what I think today, also has some impact on what I thought yesterday and will think tomorrow. Just ‘somewhat’. So every effort is worth the effort. It’s not like dieting where some people blow it and think “aw screw it, I’ll just start again tomorrow” hahahaha. What we are focusing on at any given moment has effects beyond that mere moment, and sort of a ‘stronger’ effect, almost like if there is a ‘fountain’-point of time, it moves with you in the now.

I am getting off-topic. That happens if I let my focus wander even a little, sorry. Anyway so I did get that the crown chakra was “teaching” me this.

I don’t know if the ‘chakra talking to me’ when I woke up yesterday was also crown or not.

I did things last night that might relate to this occurring. 1 – I was thinking about the ‘instant karma’ period of my life. 2 – I was thinking about ‘forgiveness’ for my father regarding my childhood and possible effects in me of such. 3 – I was wondering what the “stacked separated disks” symbolism meant and wondering if it referred to vocal chords like the throat chakra or maybe to the whole body of ‘disks’ like all the chakras. 4 – I was wondering what chakra might be named “Ackrck” IF ANY, and I said a prayer to invite Ackrck — who was present when I called but only in awareness not in ‘feel’ in any way — is both male and female, plus and minus, and all those other polarities, somehow — to communicate clearly with me, along with prayer to help me be aware of this and remember this so I could externalize it and keep it in my reality (e.g. by blogging it).

I don’t know whether this means Ackrck is the crown or if that is totally unrelated to all this! Honestly given the bright-lighter-blue of the disk shape in a couple visuals of the ongoing series, you would think it would be my throat chakra, and I feel sure that is the one strongest in me, given since childhood ‘communication’ and music were my strongest leans. It is so weird to me that I feel NO sense of weirdness about any of this. It’s like it is clean of any particular kinesthetic feeling. Not to be picky but the chakras ARE physical so you would really think that I would be “feeling” this. But I don’t. It’s like a clean awareness, and although I am aware that it is “of a chakra” I don’t even know which. Except that as this was all about the crown I’m just assuming that the chakra showing me WAS the crown.

Offbeat but interesting. Hang on I’m awake enough now to go google the crown and see what I find… ok. So I was looking for images that might show anything from 8-12 “lines of energy” for a good visualization. A couple of 8-point ‘designs’: design 1, design 2, I think I like the second one. The ‘water principle’ on this one is a LITTLE similar in ‘flow’ except it should be all-around of course, not flat like shown. (I love this ‘purple therapy‘ image I found by accident!)

Actually there’s a lot of stuff on google that I’d say is very “artistic” but does not really feel like this did — and I mean feel in the deeper sense, too. Additionally — and I noticed this yesterday, too, that after feeling as if I’d talked with a chakra, I had a much-elevated sense of feeling things as good or bad, I mean in terms of “how they made me feel” here. And often stuff I found visually and conceptually appealing I felt were bad for me, literally like “unhealthy even to look at” much like, I love rock music, but when I’m feeling really in the groove, it feels unhealthy to listen to. Well apparently there is a visual version of that too, who knew.