For the first time ever I hugged Senior and Queen. They didn’t have the offputting, wait while I fall on my face in awe of your glory effect on me they usually do. The last few times I have run into the four it’s been like that. Senior suggested my perspective has changed so I am just not getting hit with it now.
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The last guide I saw and heard clearly — but it was in a meditation — was Brin. And I spontaneously chose to ‘release’ him though I don’t know why, and that was … gosh. I’m guessing a decade ago.
I don’t know why but I had several dreams, and a big-waking-moment I described previously, related to so-called end-times while I was in the rehabilitation center after my open heart surgery. I wonder if the trauma to the heart chakra is related somehow because at least intellectually I was really not thinking about that stuff.
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Maybe I should have made some actual plan besides “going in to see Mark.” But usually he drives.
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Then I sort of shifted more fully into only-this-mundania in my head, and I no longer had that awareness of a moment before, but I felt, “It is done.” As if I’d made a big decision and set it in motion and the end-point was already completed and hence inevitable, I just didn’t perceive it yet because it had to roll out in time. Then my mental state hit ‘normal’ finally. It’s just another day.
Maybe instead of asking for the archetypes of this and that all these years, I should have been asking, “So… is there anything else I should know? Like while you’re giving me insight into this or that trivia of the universe, is there also some overwhelming thing destroying my life and also about to kill me that you might just want to mention??” And here I’ve spent years obsessing on eating well, to find a genetic defect wrecks my life for nearly a decade and nearly does me in. Guess it’s like that joke about “Eat well, stay fit, die anyway.”
She took off a bright golden cloak and threw it over the top of us and it spun above us and landed as if it were powder, and all of us were gradually covered. As if it had become the very surface of our skin texture and hair and everything (which is how the ‘darkness’ had been in that experience prior), with this sort of dark gold powder. I realized that we were going to look like those tall guys, well if you don’t count that we aren’t fifty feet tall.
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I had the clear sense of something “divine” as the rushing grooved through my body — not gigantically but very noticeably — that whatever was on stage cloaked in bright shining gold was alive/Be-ings and they were divine.
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As we were working on cleaning out and reweaving what was needed, gradually, the “probabilities shifted” for that event. It was like if I were working on/in the road, and the car was off to my right and a little bit forward. I would see this shift, like a kaleidoscope turn of the tube where somehow all the same things slightly scramble then fall back into a pattern but it’s different.
Divine technology, the body. As if there is this elegance that is so mathematical, geometrical, and artistic golden-mean all wrapped in one, that it completely defies my brain’s ability to do anything but ‘gape in admiring awe.’ Body has shared some things with me recently.
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I’ve sometimes gotten semi-lucid in dreams and realized I had like 95% no idea what the hell was going on. That’s how I feel right now but it’s about real life.
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I took to sitting on the side of my bed before getting up, looking at this big disks picture I made and framed, that has this big circle of “periodicity” from Walter Russell. Wondering idly how Dewey Larson and Walter Russell’s ideas might relate, if they do at all. Russell’s chart that I have as background for that picture is big and round, with multiple rows, and the names of elements and stuff on it, so you can see the sync.
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